4th Anniversary

XX and I just spent our last 4th anniversary on 4 June 2013.
 

We survived the date with just a simple dinner out in town, no flowers, sugar honey or gifts. I will probably only receive one and only bouquet of flowers on my proposal day. LOL. HAHA. Not that I am not a fan of them, I would rather to spend the money on food/clothes. HAHAHAHA. I am still adamant in making my own pearl/crystal bouquet for my wedding. Heh.

OMGOMGOMG at my shiok maki. That is the best maki you can find in Singapore. I am not kidding or joking. You wont find such impressive-mind-blowing-maki for just $16 elsewhere.




I am contented with my simple dinner date on my anniversary date! (:

Koh Grill and Sushi Bar
Address: Wisma Atria, Singapore 238877

Out of random, I did a scrapbooking just before our 4th anniversary.


It seems to me there is nth my XX really needs now. So my wallet is saved and I didn’t get anything. The present shall be put on hold, until I figured what is essential. HAHAHAHA. As for him, there are too many things I want cause I am so greedy. He shall get me my first chanel earrings as a gift instead. I am such a spendthrift. Oops. Not a #goodwifepotential.

How time flies. It really did seem not too long ago we just got together. No, this is not because XX has been as sweet as honey. If anything, both of us exist in a relationship where there are no sugar coated message sent every day. LOL. We are just a boring, simple couple. No, there are no excitement or fireworks. We are in a bo chap, elderly stage. (Sometimes I find it a blessing – work is too stressful and tiring. A simple relationship is good. Sometimes I find it a joke - We are too young to fast forward that fast. 4 yrs and we are like bored, as if 40 yrs into the relationship alr.


XX rarely say sth or anything, diabetically sweet. Rare. Not that I am not fond of them, XX is just not expressive through words. He is someone who expresses his concerns and love via actions. Since I don’t do that myself, it is not fair to ask my partner to do the opposite. My XX nv called me honey/baby/sweetie – I will probably get goose bumps. LOL. “XX” is our way of expressing love. HAHAHA.


My mama always, always tell me to count my blessings to able to meet him.

1. He is thrifty. I am a crazy-spend-thrift-shopaholic. Le sigh. I know, i am trying my best to cut my spendings alr.

2. Truth is, graduation is possible only with his help. I am not hiding it. I probably have difficulty graduating or diagnosed with depression during my 3 year course.


BUTBUTBUTBUT. I am not that bad right? I can cook, I can do scrapbooking, I can do housework, I can do alot of things including eating and sleeping. HAHA. Nvm, #goodwifepotential on the go! I actually think I am very rare species to date leh. LOL.

4 yrs = 1460 days. Truth is, I considered that an achievement. It is not easy for 2 parties who know absolutely nothing about relationship and start to get used to a life where everything comes in a pair.


XX had 22 yrs of singlehood. After 20 yrs of XX eng’s singlehood, I have to get used to reporting my life to my partner where I hope he is to be my life partner. Not easy. We have come a long way. Everything is new to us. It seems to be me that everything is a challenge.


None of us have previous relationships to make a comparison - No, I actually think that is a good thing. Making comparison makes your life miserable cause its human nature to make a difference between the former and latter. We cant ensure if the former or latter will turn out to be a total nightmare. There are no guarantees in life. What if? Life is too short to have so many what ifs.


As a woman, life's biggest decision lies with finding your Mr right, have you found yours yet? I choose to think there is no turning back if you choose wrong. Youth wasted. Time wasted. Feeling wasted. We should all learn to accept what is suitable for us. To choose correctly. Afterall, lifetime is more than just 4 years.

Certainly, XX is not the best man on earth as a life partner. But he is good enough to be XX's eng exclusive man though. HAHAHA. Thanks for sharing all your first with me. I cherish all the first we do tgt. Our first kiss, hug, date, overseas, etc etc. The first of many to come.

Thanks for accepting who I am. I wont forgive you or myself to be someone I am not. (:
Thanks for being crazy with me. Heh.