A penny of my thoughts

Finally, today is the day.
We settled for the hotel i wanted.
Made payment for the $6000 deposit. (supposed to be $5000, but i wanted to earn cashback. HAHA)

One tick off. YAY.
More or less done, i hope.

I am just left with gown searching and the finding a JP.

Tbh, planning for the wedding is not a dreadful as i thought.
I foresee it being a nightmare and i hated it.

In fact, i kind of prepared myself that my dooms day is coming after i said, "yes, i do". Val and buddy keep telling me to enjoy the journey, its not as difficult as i thought.

ROFL. Well, i have seen hoorifying stories about stressful brides and how couple fight due to different perspectives, opinions, views, traditions and whats not. Its hard to think it will be easy.

I thought both our families cant do this together.
One more thing i learnt in this journey: Don assume. LOL.

I never thought XX's parents would be this easy-going.
Never. They seems v traditional.

So, i am counting my blessings. I can do away all these.
You have no idea how much it means.

My brother did away with alot of things. I never believe i am able to do the same.
HAHA.

Its okay, i am not complaining.
Perhaps XX did had a talk with his parents that i am not a very traditional person.

Last but not least, i cant be thankful enough for XX. He is so supportive in whatever decision i make.

I am a pessimist. 

I know i dont look like one. But i do.
And i worry for alot of things. Like anything, even the slightest.

Thats why Val calls me the bridezilla. As far as i am concerned, i think i am an annoying bride-to-be. I worry over the slightest things.

XX is awesome though. He will analyse if i am thinking too much. If we are doing fine. And that i have made the right decision in choosing what i want.

Currently, it has always been what i wanted.
He left all the choosing to me. Its stressful in a way cause all the choosing and selection lies with me. But he wants me to get what i really wanted. (partly because he knows that i wont like what he choose)

This is my XX's way of showing that he is supportive in whatever i do.
I gave him the options and he eliminates.

At the end of the day, it will still be what i wanted.
Thus far, i havent seen anything that he says no yet.

(let it remain this way)

I cant be anymore thankful.
I am blessed and will continue to be.

I will blog about my hotel inspection some other day. I am tired after a long day. (: